A Morel Dilemma i know im a hypocrite but i do know what to do?

ok so i have a dissease that makes me small, and i cant stand the fact that others really never want to get close to me b.c of that so i neveer really have much romantic relationships (im male 17) and now this one girl who is in a wheel chair for life told me she like me and wants to be with me but i have no idea why but i have a huge problem with her being in a wheel chair! and i know thats being a Hippocrate but i do not know what to do, i cant stand that fact and its pissing me off, i shouldnt feel like that but i do, i think i might be because every time i would say i was with someone they automatically assumes that person is also handicapped and i think i have a problem with that so what should i do?